Uneasy bipolar day

I'm not sure what it is but I swear I can feel others feelings, it's a beautiful thing and a very sickening one depending on the person and their vibes

Basically my whole life I have had problems going into crowds, with large places, and just different situations like so.

People make me uneasy and it's strange cus I truly like people and I wish them all the best so when I smile at a person & they give me a phony smile back and I feel these jabs of yukiness inside and physically feel their negativity going into me, into my soul, I hate it!

Makes me wanna never leave my house...

Are there really vampires out there or am I perceptive enough to feel energy spew off people, both good & bad? Really weird.

Well I'm home now and hoping for my nasty feeling inside to go away, it's draining and kinda sad. I don't like it but have absolutely no clue how to turn it off.

Depression sucks, but I'm not depressed at the moment just trying to shake the negativity and nastiness of others outa me.

Amen


- Luv ya MWAH

Weird dreams in a dark town

Ok so I slept over 14 hours last night! No I'm not sick & I didn't even think I was that tired but hey if I slept 14 hours my body must have needed it, right?
Had the most wicked dreams.. My dreams always feel like another world, so vivid & real, they continue & continue and I also have a whole world of "dream" friends, These are people I have never met (& honestly if I did I'd probably scream bloody murder) but constantly dream of... Weird I should figure their names out, they must have names...?
I really wish I could remember last nights dreams enough to write them down into the story that I dreamt of last night.. Ok so next time I will not shower the sweat from the dreams first but I will write in my lil blogady blog & shower after.. I totally washed my dreams down the drain, they would have made for the ol so wonderful creepy blog story...I still feel em, & can kinda see them but they fade so quickly when I try to write them.. They wanna stay dreams but I think I'm gonna start to blog em all down.. Maybe they can start to make sense & hopefully I figure em out enough to make em stop. They kinda scare me.. & I'm so sick of having to wash my sheets every night due to the night sweats these crazy fked up dreams give me.
Have a beautiful day..

- Luv ya MWAH

First Blog

Ow my first blog.. Not sure where to take this, not sure where it will go but hey here I am. I'm Miss Mimi.. Not a Miss nor a Mimi but Miss Mimi it is.. I live in a lil bit of hell and a whole lot of heaven.. I am all for positivity and am very sick and quite tired of negativity, my life has been full of it so now its time to move on move it aside and forgive and forget.. Mostly forget... Try to forgive and Yes blog.. So well this is the first, hopefully not the last of many meaningless blogs that might end up very meaningful